working girl

I work two jobs now and it's really fun. My second job is in accounting office and customer services in one of the establishments here in Houston. God is good!

off day

Another off day of work and now trying to relax but so many chores needs to be done. I will be going to my youngest daugthers school to give them a party for her bday then heading to visit a friend later on today. At night, dinner date with my bf. Awesome life and I am enjoying it so much.

Xbox

My bf bought a new xbox 360 for my place and the game that he love to play is the live game called call of duty, he was upset coz he couldn't play it since I didnt have an active internet connection at my place, I only used wifi, so what he did was hooking up internet connection for my place. Love it, now i have high speed internet.. Thanks b.. you are so awesome.. :-)

awesome day

I came home early from work yesterday since i work early in the morning now and then picked up the girls from their school so that they can spent overnight with me.

At night i laid down on the couch to relax then suddenly my phone rang, it was the stablishment where I applied for an assistant manager.. They called for an interview. I was so happy and so excited and hopefully I will get the job. God is always good and he works in his own way. We just have to continue on believing that everything will be okay as long as we have God in our hearts,,

Saturday off

I have off today at work and it was a pretty busy day. We got up early today to picked up a couch for my place and do some errands. It wasn't easy when we picked up the couch coz my bf isn't used to drive big trucks and he got forced coz we didn't have any choice. We had fun driving the pick-up truck with the girls.

We made some burgers for lunch and rest for a lil bit. The girls took their nap and later in the day we went to Bush Park for a picnic. It was pretty hot and I felt so bad for the girls but they were having so much fun. We ate and talked and decided to go indoor playground. We went to a mall close to the park and they girls continued playing. We brought some food to snack and when my eldest got hungry she came up to me and asked me for foods, I gave her the grapes and tehn she said she needed more coz she met a new friends and she wanted to give her friend something to eat as well. She is a darling, very kind lil girl. So all of them ate and then back playing. We spent 4 hours in the indoor playground and decided to go home since it was already night time. When we got home, i put them to bath then fed them again for dinner. They both look so exhausted. Now they are asleep.

The changes

A while ago, I was talking about the problem I had with my ex husband. Now, we are finally divorced. It was hard at first since we have two adorable kids but later all of us adjusted to the situation. My eldest adjusted so well which 5 years and my 3 years old just still didnt know what's going on.

In divorced, it's always the kids thats going to get affected, me, as a mother, tried so hard for my girls to feel the same love as before. In the journey of my life, they are the only reasons why I keep moving forward now. I love my girls so much they are my life.

Brave and strong woman

I thought at first that my problem about my family right now is really big problem and that I thought I couldnt handle it. Yesterday at work I took a break and talked to my co-worker about my problem. He was telling me that everything is okay. I thought it's a worse problem people can have until he talked to me about his own problem.

He has a long time girlfriend and have cancer. His girlfriend battle her cancer for a year now and just recently the doctor told her girlfriend that the cancer spread on her liver and she only have 2-3 months to live. When I heard that story I told myself that my problem and worries are nothing compared to them but they are very strong. Instead of spending the rest of thier time mourning and worried about whats going to happen, they spend time together having fun and do something they havent been done yet. His girlfriend even said that she still wants to continue her dream like going back to school, buy her own house until she is physically unstable. She don't want anybody to feel sorry for her. She is a very brave and strong individual. I wish everybody have the same guts and braviness.

At work!

Time went too slow at work today. It wasn't easy for me at work today but it's feels good knowing that my co-workers supported me. I wasn't feeling good but can't take any vacations yet especially holiday is coming.

Now, looking forward for Sunday. Hope everything will work out good..

Diet and workouts! works for me..

A year ago I used to weigh 150 lbs. That was a year after having my second child. It was so frustrating coz I couldn't wear my old clothes. I used to be 110 lbs before having babies. I met this one person, I can't call her a friend that was been critisizing me. She told me that I was fat and ugly. It hurt me but guess what it motivated me to start having a diet and do workouts. July of 2009 I started my diet then did some workouts. It was so hard on the very beginning because i was just so excited for the result right away, but it didnt work that way.. When we do dietand workouts we need to have patience coz you can't see the result right away, it takes time. After 4 months I still didnt see any progress, I didn't give up and still continued by diet and workouts. Early this year, I started seeing the result, I lost 5 lbs at first, I was so happy and it made me addicted to do diet and workouts. I only go to the gym twice a week and sometimes once a week. I do workouts at home most of the time.

It's been over a year now and I am so happy with the results. I weight 103 lbs now and wearing size 0 and 1 jeans from size 9. I feel more confisent of my self and it helps me gain self-esteem. Some of my friends couldnt even believe that I did it but results dont lie. I am so happy now and very contented with what i weigh but I am still hoping toreach my goal by december which 100 lbs.

If others can do it, why cante we!... It's always never too late...

Terrifying night!

One morning, I had a big arguments with my husband about our personal problems. He made me really mad so I told him I fell out of love with him, he was mad and shocked, couldn't believe that I was gonna say it. Before going to work Tuesday morning, I left a note for him telling him that I was gonna move out Thursday that week and we can just talk about the kids, since we have two kids. He was so quite and never responded with my notes so I thought everything was fine. Until Wednesday night when I came home from work, I saw the driveway without his car in there and from that very moment I felt that something wasn't right. I opened the door and saw an empty house, him and the kids we're gone. I was terrified and knocked out on the floor, with shocking feeling and couldn't remember what happened in the next an hour. I got back up and called a friend, was crying and didn't know what to do until I went to the kitchen and was about to do suicide. I was really hurt and felt so horrible. I tried calling my husband's phone but it was off. It even made me more felt horrible. I was just crying the whole night and waiting for his call.

The next morning I tried calling his phone again and finally it was ringing. He answered it and I was so hysterical, yelling at him and told him that we're done. I asked him why he did such thing and he told me he was scared if iwill move out and bring the kids with me and he can;t never see them anymore. I wasn't even thinking like that. I begged him to come back or just at least I can see the kids again. He was about to visit me at work and bring the kids but i couldn't go to work that time, I didnt have sleep and didn't feel like working. I told him that we can meet somewhere but he was scared if i will call a police.

Finally Sunday afternoon they came back home. I was so happy and crying at the same time while hugging my kids again. It feels good that they are back home but the feeling I felt about what he did will never gone in my heart. Now we are trying to work things out and I don't know what will happen next!..

Thanks for reading and have a great day to all!

Wow!..

It's been quite awhile since I last visited my blog, so here I am again. Through all those times that I was gone, I experienced so many things, the changes and founding the real meaning of friendships.
In our lives, we can count whose the real friends are when we are in a tough situations. Someone who will never leave you and judge you whatever it is. Someone you calnlean on and you can talk to when you needed someone. I have this friend name Teresa, and she's been my friend for 5 years now. We don't see each other everyday but we both know that we love each other. She's been so very supportive to me and she never left me. It's hard to find a real friend who can understand the real you!..

'til I met you!

In our lives, we meet people. Sometimes we meet someone who can change our lives. I am married for 6 years to my wonderful husband but I can't deny the fact that sometimes we have arguments. When we have misundertanding, I always seek for somebody whom I can talk with with all my problems. Someone I can call a bestfriend who can understand and support you all the way.

Now I met this guy friend. He is very supportive and always being there when I needed somebody to talk with. I can call him a bestfriend since he is the only one knows everything about me. I told my husband about him to avoid problems in our marriage, At first he understood what's going on between me and this guy friend until latee he got jealous about him. I always assure my husband that no one can replace him in my heart and that he is the only one. But still he is jealous. I wonder if it's right to tell my husband everything about me and this guy friend coz I don;t want him to get jealous.. I love him and he knows that. This is just a bestfriend whom you can lean on...

Back

Here I am again, back to blogging. I know, it's been awhile I didn't visit my blogs and in those times I got good commenst from people around the world. So, now here I am again, back to blogging.

Falling apart

I am just sad watching a close friend's family fall apart. She has been suffering of being an verbally abuse wife and now wanted to end their marriage. Very upsetting watching the kdis suffer also. As a mom, we always wants the best for our kids but if you are in a bad relationship, I think it is the best for everybody is to end the relationship. I know it is hard for the kids also watching their parents fighting all the time.

Now my friend is totally move on and I know she is a tough woman and can handle all this. She stayed with us for a week and now she move in to her other friend where the house is closer to her daugther's school.

I told her to just call me if she needs help.

Philippine vacation.

I am just so excited for the next vacation in the PH. I know it will be in a little while but I am now start saving for it. I want to spend at least 2 months that time and my kids will be bigger by then so we'll be enjoying this trip as much as we did last time.

Maybe John will just stay here in the USA coz he hates travelling and for sure I can handle two adult kids this time.

Philippines, here we go again.... not now though..LOL

Labor day Monday

It's Monday and have a day of of work today and my husband as well. We want to do something like barbecuing or just have fun together since we always busy at work in the past days. Now, I have to get something to cook or be resourceful, open the freezer and cook whatever we have here to save some money.LOL

Have a great labor day to everybody here in the USA.

Old photos

Pictures of the past brings back the memory and the happenings you had and sometimes it makes you frustrated especially when you looked skinny before than you are now. I can't believe myself I was that skinny but when I saw the picture which shared from an old friend, it just gave a smile on my face and wondered if I can go back to the same size. I think I used to be 98-105lbs before but now I gained more after having two kids.

I posted some old photos with my sister and dad.

Kids..

Kids are silly, I was trying to get some sleep while they were playing with their dad early this morning, but they kept waking me up so had to get up, now I got up and awake, both of them went back to sleep because daddy left for work already. Whew, they... just woke me up for them to have some sleep... Poor mommy!

Trying to have some nap after but then Dimple was awake and had to play with her..

Swimming Day

Last Monday, we had a swimming gathering at a friends place. It was our day off of work so we had a good time together. We cooked barbecue ribs, noodles, grilled fish, adobo and of course rice. We had really so much fun. After the lunch, we ahd pictorials, which is always normal for a Filipino gathering.

Now, we are planning for another one before the cold season arrive.

Cheryl, is not the picture coz she was the one who took this shot.. LOL sorry che..

Mis-understanding

It's been a tough week for me this week. We had arguments with my husband about something and I am missing somebody as well. Sometimes, I can't understand my husband but have to deal with it to avoid fighting each other. Now, he is change since I am losing some weight..LOL

In the other side, I have a friend who knows everything about me, every time I have problems or quarrel with my husband, she's the only one I can talk with and understands me well, but she is not available for the whole week to talk with so I have to deal all this problem by my self.

Well, I hope everything will be okay, and I know God is good.